February 5,
kan betul apa yang aku cakap. sebenarnya senang je dia boleh lupakan aku kalau dah ada pengganti sebab you dont really love me pun. selama ni semua janji palsu je dia buat. semoga berbahagia and dah ada buah hati baru tu, jaga lah elok-elok. jangan buat dia macam what you have did to me. jangan compare dia dengan ex tercinta awak tu eh. and respect her :) i'll try to forget about you. but sorry i have to keep you in my heart forever because i cant take you out from my heart. remember when i said 'whatever happen, i will always love you cause you're my first'? yes i'll keep my promise. sorry for calling you bastard. and sorry because im seriously falling inlove with you and sorry sebab dah jadi ex paling tak berguna. but im still curious, why you hate me? you hurt me, you insult me. then that fast you found my replacement? yes i hurt you. but you hurt me in the first place dua kali ganda okay. dua kali ganda. im being loyal, but this is what i get. yeah you deserve to be leaving. karma will hit you. you will feel my sadness all this while. btw, she's not the right girl. but, your choice. take care of her and yourself. this is my last post about you. im leaving. Assalamualaikum :)
February 4,
it has been a week aku demam. why i miss you this much? i should be hating you. every night im cying. just.... please. i need the old me. please. i need to hate you. oh god. this is sucks. my feeling is killing me. feeling like dying like seriously. sejak haritu sampai sekarang i have never stop crying every night. eh padahal im the one who let you go pahal cam keling sangat aku ni. how i wish you never hurt me. why you so cruel towards me? why? how i wish you never insult me that day so that i will still can forgive you like before i used to do. i just cant forgive your words. that is totally hurt me sayang.
February 4,
seems like dia dah move on. maybe dah ada pengganti. now it is
time for me to move on. lets forget everything yang ada kena mengena
dengan dia. oh god how i wish moving on is as easy as typing
3 February,
why it is so hard for me to hate you? the more i try to hate you, the more i miss you. this is sucks. totally sucks. every night im crying thinking and missing about you. i still love you and i cant deny it. fuck all this bullshit
23 January,
this thing gave me so much memories to remember. gonna change to the new one later. habis lah gaji aku bulan ni nampaknya....
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