February 4,

it has been a week aku demam. why i miss you this much? i should be hating you. every night im cying. just.... please. i need the old me. please. i need to hate you. oh god. this is sucks. my feeling is killing me. feeling like dying like seriously. sejak haritu sampai sekarang i have never stop crying every night. eh padahal im the one who let you go pahal cam keling sangat aku ni. how i wish you never hurt me. why you so cruel towards me? why? how i wish you never insult me that day so that i will still can forgive you like before i used to do. i just cant forgive your words. that is totally hurt me sayang.